sorry i didn’t answer your message im consumed by a grief that never leaves me and everything feels pointless and agonizing, i have nothing funny or uplifting to say and have spent my days sitting in a dark room grappling with a deep seated emptiness i cannot explain or fill, i hope you’re doing well though talk soon
what do you mean I can’t control everything, why not
every time something slips out of my control an angel dies
Rice Krispies smartest decision is by far their Treat. Turning their cereal into a strange brick relies on the natural fact that all children are hopelessly dependent upon the ingot.
I’m like if someone smart chose to be an idiot. Out of free will
not people thinking they can escape heartache. avoiding it at all cost is itself a form of it
open window save me. save me open window
the idealized version of my tomorrow self will fix this
not again
So embarrassing but who cares. But so embarrassing but who cares but it’s so embarrassing but also who cares but it really is embarrassing but really who cares BUT it’s so embarrassing though probably nobody cares but it’s embarrassing asf and nobody cares but
I’m like if a girl had the urge to scream and break something all the time but stays quiet instead
learning that people want you in their lives is a skill you can develop if it does not come naturally
it feels fake but your friends miss you sometimes
the reason you’ve been hanging out with your closest friends fairly regularly for the past 12+ years is because you have fun together
people who don’t like you that much will not stay in your life for over a decade asking to hang out and inviting you to things and texting you
daily tasks are: wake up haunted, get sick, wallow, memory loss, grief, get sick, do the dishes
Sometimes I talk a lot and sometimes I don’t talk at all and somehow both are embarrassing
RYAN GOSLING
“I’m Just Ken” wins Best Original Song at the 29th Annual Critics’ Choice Awards (January 14, 2024)